My day...
I slept, I went to church.
Oh, yeah, funny thing...I may not believe in God...but, I feel so comfortable at church.
I guess, accepted. I want to stay there for as long as possible.
I mean, I dunno...but, they seem to genuinely like me, which is really lovely.
It's like...even Jonathan's mum acts like she likes me. Which, i'll admit, is really awkward for me, seeing her...I get all these knots in my stomach and feel really stupid, because obviously, she knows the whole story. But, even if she totally hates me for all of it, I think she's really nice.
And, I actually feel really bad about Catherine and Imogen thinking I wasn't trying to be nice to them when I would be round at their house 'cause I didn't say hi. It was only because I was half scared of them (they're intimidating...so smart and pretty...it makes me feel like a squashed slug in comparison.) and half because I was scared they wouldn't like me so I tried not to say anything.
But, anyway, I'll apologise for that when i next see them.
*Pokemon theme tune* OMG! I love Pokemon.
There's a show that's basically Pokemon/ Yu-Gi-Oh...and they even have the voice of Ash as a character called Max.
But, it's soooo cute!
heh. It's called Dinosaur King. it's on every morning XD before college. And, cool that i am, I watch it.
But, anyway, I think i'll do more at church now. :)
After RAG.
Steven said they were all going to come and see Pippa and I in RAG XD haha. It'll be cool though.
It's horrible...things as they are right now. But, I'm going to try my hardest!
And, change myself completely.
I can pull of being several people...so I will...
Acting, isn't really that hard, it comes naturally, people just don't know that about me.
I think I'll start tomorrow.
I think I'll start with my natural mode: Ice queen.
It's what I feel most comfortable as.
Oh, yeah, Blog...a gay guy fancies me...who'd have thunk it?
But, he's 'totally your slave' (that's what he said to me. Kinda weird, I guess, but, boys are weird.
I may give them up for lent.
I don't care about any of them from this point on.
Okay, except that which I do.
I Don't tell anyone, about the way you hold my hand.
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned.
I won't tell anybody, won't tell anybody,
They want to push me down, they want to see you fall.
Now, won't tell anybody, how you turn my world around.
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound.
I won't tell anybody, won't tell anybody,
They wanna see us fall, they wanna see us fall.
I don't need a parachute, baby, if I've got you.
baby, if I've got you, i don't need a parachute.
You're gonna catch me, you're gonna catch if I fall.
